The Countdown Is On

I've talked about leaving for along time now and I have six months to figure it out. I'm not happy here, and anyone who knows me well knows that I haven't been for a long time. I'm self-destructive and miserable and I know it looks awful to those around me and I know some are starting to feel helpless - they've all but told me as much. But I don't know how to be happy anymore and if I don't get out of here soon, I won't ever be able to fix it.